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Mon, 13 May 2013 18:59:54 -0400

"Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself...."

Sun, 12 May 2013 11:53:56 -0400

“Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused.”

- Alan Cohen (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Sat, 11 May 2013 14:06:18 -0400

It is great to be wanted. I don’t even care that they only want me because they think I can...

Fri, 10 May 2013 14:30:27 -0400

It is great to be wanted. I don’t even care that they only want me because they think I can code. It’s still a great opportunity to talk to some people in very high positions, and maybe get them to give me a finance internship instead. But just seeing that email in your inbox saying I saw your resume and I want you: it’s just so f*cking awesome!!!

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Thu, 09 May 2013 23:01:09 -0400

dailyoddcompliment: “Contagious Laugh”

Wed, 08 May 2013 20:39:43 -0400

dailyoddcompliment:

“Contagious Laugh”

I know how she feels. Except my him is pacman…

Tue, 07 May 2013 17:34:36 -0400

I know how she feels. Except my him is pacman…

15 Week "About Me" Challenge

Sun, 05 May 2013 10:00:36 -0400

1. About me:

15 things you like about yourself: 5 appearance & 10 personality.
1 thing you dislike about yourself.

2. One non-living thing you find beautiful and why. (The ocean, love, etc.)

3. You won 2 plane tickets, what is one place you’d love to go and who you’d go with.

4. 15 things you have on your room - why you have them.

5. Complete:

On a daily basis I __________. (explain why you are like that)
I am ________, but I would like to change it and be more ________.
I am a person who tends to be __________.
I care more about _______ than ________.

6. 10 things you want to save up to get. (Camera, shampoo, phone, iPod, etc.)

7. Three things people don’t know about me (one about something you secretly really want to try).

8.What is the thing you enjoy to do the most? Why?

9. Something you are struggling with right now, and how you think you can help it.

10. Short-term & Long term goals:

Goals you wish to achieve by the time you read these letters. (Grades, weight, trying out for ____, etc.)
Where you want to go in life. (Job, family, husband/wife, etc.)

11. Your ideal relationship.

12. One thing you wish you could change in this world.

13. Are you a negative or a positive person - explain.

14. Post a picture of yourself with 5 facts.

15. Do a mini bucket list: 20 things you want to do before you die.

All done.

Sat, 04 May 2013 14:10:00 -0400

When I started this I really thought that 100 days would be too long, and that I could never come up with something happy to post every single day. I considered doing it for a shorter period of time, but then I realized that it would be truly pathetic if I couldn’t be happy for a straight 100 days. But I am glad to say that I was wrong. 100 days was not too long, if anything it was too short. I’m truly going to miss my hundred days.

So many amazing things have happened to me in these past hundred days. I think there really is something to positive things happening to people with positive moods.

Also, it really is the little random things that make you truly happy. I mean the big things are great too, but it’s the little things that keep you consistently happy.

DAY 1.

Sat, 04 May 2013 13:57:00 -0400

Realizing that day 1 was going to be over in two hours and that I needed to do something epic, and then running to Fruizen before they closed. It was a pretty great adventure. But even better than the adventure was you playing along with my whole day 1 thing, and helping me get something epic in, because you knew how important this whole thing was to me.

DAY 2.

Fri, 03 May 2013 17:14:00 -0400

Finished lab before it even started!!

I also got a ton of really good free food.

Day 3. Randomly came across this today. It’s perfect. My...

Thu, 02 May 2013 21:53:00 -0400

Day 3.

Randomly came across this today. It’s perfect.

My Girl’s Ex-Boyfriend || Relient K

When she and I settle down you can bet
That he is going to have to settle for less
He’s someone that I would hate to be
I got the girl and he’s left with just the memory

He’s the guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake he made back then
I owe it all to my girl’s ex-boyfriend

If it wasn’t for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn’t for him
I wouldn’t know my best friend
If it wasn’t for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn’t for him
He’d be as happy as me

DAY 4.

Thu, 02 May 2013 17:20:00 -0400

Learning new things so you don’t have to lie about already knowing them.

DAY 5.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 20:46:00 -0400

100% on accounting tests = knowing you chose the right major. Also, it’s really scary when people start emailing you back to set up interviews, but it’s the good kinda scary. And it got me to start running again.

DAY 6.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 20:44:00 -0400

Won a Starbucks gift card at the accounting banquet.

DAY 7.

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 18:43:00 -0400

When you’re stressing out about something you did wrong all day, and it actually ends up being for the best. It’s great when things go better than you expect, and everything just falls into place.

I don’t like this. I have never been the jealous girl. The girl who sneaks around and reads...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 13:45:00 -0400

I don’t like this. I have never been the jealous girl. The girl who sneaks around and reads her boyfriends emails. I have never been that girl who has feelings and needs to talk. I don’t think I like the person I am becoming. I have always been very rational and unemotional, and those are the types of people who are successful and have great careers. But then there are they people who let their emotions take over, and they’re the ones who don’t end up alone. I don’t want to be alone. But I’m also not ready to give anything up, and I don’t think I ever will be. But you can’t have everything.

The point of that is that if I am going to continue being the first type then I should just ignore it and pretend I never read anything. Because the thing is he’s been really, really helpful in getting an internship for next semester. And I’m honestly not sure I can do it without him. At the very least I am way more likely to get one with him helping me. But if I really do want to change into the second type of person then I should tell him and talk about it, and just let whatever happens happen. Because I shouldn’t be in a relationship because it is the rational thing to do. I should be in one because I like them, and who I am with them.

I feel like I don’t really have the right to be upset, because I shouldn’t have read it in the first place. So now I’m all upset over something that I should have never seen. But literally everything hurt. So thanks. You should be talking to me, not her. And a lot of that was personal, and you shouldn’t have told her.

What hurt most was that part where you said you weren’t handling it well, because you just rushed into a new relationship because you didn’t want to be alone. I asked you if we were more than that, and you assured me we were. Were you lying, or did you just honestly think that? Also, sometimes you wake up feeling content too before you remember? You shouldn’t feel that way. You should be happy with me, not when you remember the past.

And I’m sorry that you feel I don’t need you and that you don’t need me. But I have been dependent on you for the past year and a half. And I have a shit ton of letters to prove it.

It looks like it’s too late. I’m already that emotional person. So let’s see what’s going to happen.

DAY 8. To friends and boyfriends who help you with your cover...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 01:52:00 -0400

DAY 8.

To friends and boyfriends who help you with your cover letters and resume on Saturday nights. They’re keepers.

DAY 9. “A true friend is the only person who never gets...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 19:00:00 -0400

DAY 9.

“A true friend is the only person who never gets tired of listening to your own pointless dramas over and over again”

(they are also the only ones who will call you “baller kick ass”)

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Thu, 25 Apr 2013 20:25:18 -0400